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I did it again. I stepped into a conversation with a person who assumes.
I wish those people wore warning signs or maybe there are topics I should go back to avoiding. They are always in these conversations to win, to belittle, to batter another person.
I only have a perspective formed over 30 or so years of watchfulness and unbiased view.
I was sitting here thinking about hypocrisy and getting really depressed.. again.
I have been really depressed this week. I try to avoid media as much as possible because it is all just so much hate. People who are so opposed to hate that they commit acts of violence and assault against people they hate for being haters.
It's shit! It is so much shit!
So anyway thinking about hypocrisy and feeling blue.
Is this going to be another sad shitty day?
Then I go to drama website because what I really want is episode 8 of Hwarang and I see...
Episode 3 of The Absolute Economist is uploaded!
I am saved! Blues be gone bring on cute Teddy and his ship Pascal.
I might as well share this since I wrote it down somewhere.
My ramen soup recipe
I throw away the packet if I use instant noodles. For the soup I mince about an 8th cup of leeks, drop them into a 1 quart pot with heated oil, add 2 chicken drumsticks and about 2 cups water, bring to a boil lower to a simmer, cover and simmer about 10 minutes. Remove chicken legs to bowl, turn broth back to high, add noodles. When the noodles are soft enough pour into bowl, the broth is pretty hearty.
I usually top the dish with steamed broccoli, stir fried green beans(leftover) or my quickie version of kimchi(brine cabbage tossed with sriracha, crushed red pepper seeds and vinegar).
I had a really bad night's sleep after a not quite awful but still sort of rough day. It was the sort of day when I needed to plug into the Internet and look at dramas and lots of pictures of Rapmon.
The best sedative ever, I can't explain it. People won't understand so they can think what they want. This manchild calms me.
I was on hair trigger all day, very tense. My husband is an absolute sweetie doll. I told him about my day and he smiled then hugged me and said, "I still love you even when you are a bitch." aw... melt my heart.
When not plugged into Internet I had my kittyears on(headphones)and listening to my music. Damn the people who kept trying to talk to me while I was trying to keep serene.
I slept badly. A few months ago a friend of my daughter brought me a kitten. Believing the litter of kittens they found were abandoned by their mom several stupid humans kidnapped and then separated them. The fellow who brought her to me wanted me to foster her until he could bring her home... maybe it will still happen but not the point. I raised the brat. They want her called Omen which I thought was really stupid but I called her Ahmon instead and no one knew the difference. I raised her, cuddled her, coddled her and protected her from my black dog who has a taste for young kitten flesh(or wants babies). Weaned her in my room on my night table so I could keep an eye on her while she ate. She still insists the bowl be full at all times. I said she was a brat. She sleeps with me too. Every night she falls asleep sucking on my blanket, so she sleeps with me.
I think I was eating her food in my sleep. It tastes awful(to me). I woke up from a dream I was eating a sort of icky snack and realized it was actually in my mouth(go ahead and laugh). I got up and spit it because it was making me gag. Mouth rinse, water, gag again, spit. Then back to bed.
She fucking laid across my face and started nursing on my blanket again, oh my fucking god! I could not get comfortable for shit. Every time I changed positions she did too, sometimes it got worse, eventually it got better.
I still slept badly.
Woke up to more aggravating as shit, shit and then logged on to my favorite viewing site to double check the web address and saw a new U-Prince series story is started.
I think I am saved. Someone will likely die today but it probably won't be someone in my house.
I was ok. I was doing my Korean lesson review; which I do every day, and my daughter woke up. She is 19. She started talking before 6am. My concentration was broken and my serenity vanished.
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